9:47am
Good morning!!! I'm starting my morning off today listening to the new MGMT album 'Loss of Life', and its so freaking goodd!!! I'm really so happy right now. Here's a song to listen to while you read which I am also listening to as I type this :p
As I was falling asleep last night and listening to the previews of the album, I was thinking about, just how "full" my life is right now. In fact it was around this time last year that I felt things start changing, and I've been so happy since then... A huge factor in this I think is that we moved houses again, and I know for sure that I can settle down now, for real, for the first time ever in my life!!
My grandmother moved in with us, and we're buying this house, the house we originally wanted when we decided to move here. It's a beautiful house and this is my home. I also have the most laid back job ever, like, it's crazy how good and accommodating this job is for me, and I'm good at my job so I'm not worried about employment at all right now. Unless the store had to close down for some reason Which would suck balls but right now everything's ok.
Man I haven't even had therapy in like,, 2 years now at least?? but I don't really need that right now, I've learned so much, I'm safe and content, surrounded by wonderful people who I love, and I think my medication is just right too, so I can take care of myself ( ^_^)b
Lately I've kinda stepped away from digital art and have been painting and stuff more, I'ts really fun and refreshing!! Attatched is a pastel drawing I finished yesterday.
ok I'm starting to run out of steam for writing hehe one last thing I'll mention, I got an idea the other day for an rpgmaker project, likee an actual idea tht doesn't even revolve around characters, which is crazy for me, so yeah I;m gonna keep it on the down low but maybe I'll give updates n share stuff about it here?
thank's for reading I love you